I recently had an abortion for which i truly regret and feel so sad. My boyfriend of 3 years and i are both 30. i wanted to have my baby but my boyfriend insisted on ending the pregnancy (10 weeks) due to financial reasons. i am hurting deeply and feel so guilty. This does not seem to have affected my boyfriend at all. he is happy and relieved and hasn't shed a tear. why? where does this leave my relationship with him?