Prayer for Self Love and Self Healing and Freedom from Distrust, Jealousy and Fear

Dear God and Everyone Who Watches Over Me;
I pray for the healing the parts of me that hurt. Please, God, please heal the hurting part of me that is a distrustful romantic partner who is so often jealous of my boyfriend's interactions with women and afraid that he wants to leave me for them or cheat on me with them. Please, please, please heal the wounds in my heart that ache every time my boyfriend talks to a woman; and often looks for hints that he wants her more than me. I have repeated this pattern so many times and every time it hurts so badly in my stomach and my chest. I need a miracle, God, because I certainly haven't been able to heal this pain by myself in all these years; and I really love my boyfriend and I want us to keep getting closer. I don't want to push him away with these feelings of fear and jealousy and I don't want to be in a constant state of pain and worry. Please send me self love and healing and freedom and trust and faith.