Prayer Request - Hurt Angry and Alone

please pray for salvation, healing and deliverance for my son who has been hospitalized numerous times for mental/behavioral health issues. He is a autistic teen with aggression/behavioral problems. Please pray for me also for i am bitter because the psych docs and others think its my fault my son is having problems, he has been tried on different meds which only MADE HIM WORSE and i have taken him off of them, one pdoc refused to take care of him because i wouldn't let him put him on meds the very first visit. My son just got out of the hospital and they are blaming me for his hospitalizations, etc. I am trying to help my son but i wont continued to give him medication(s) that are ineffective and make him worse. He is now on 2 new meds and i hope that they will work for him. Please pray that my anger will cease, even though no mom wants to feel others think she is not caring for her child properly and that the lord will use this situation for his glory. I am truly alone in this world with this. My son doesn't understand and i have no family and friends that will help me. Only Jesus has been there for me. Pray that he comforts my heart and gives me peace.