What's going on?

by Dm
(Irvine)

I was sitting at a table with a bunch of young kids that happen to be all dressed up. All the children were eating sweets we were outside at a really pretty place. I have no idea where. I got up to see where I was as soon found myself at a wedding. A wedding that I wanted to stop. I saw my friend who looked not happy to be getting married. She was getting married to a man who she just met a month before that. All I wanted to do was tell her how I felt about her. But I didn't want her to see me. I started to walk up to a hill & found a rain cloud following me. It was the size of a plate. Only over me & I tried to take a picture of it on my phone but it started to move right above the wedding. But it only rained on me. I looked down & saw the ring I gave my friend the day before. Then I was trying to tell myself how am I going to tell my boyfriend that I made a mistake. & soon realized that I couldn't ever have kids with a woman or get married to one so what's going on? (In real life I can't bring myself to go a diff direction with her. Mean while my boyfriend is trying hard to keep me happy but has no idea.)

Blessings of the Light