Prayer Request - Need an answer

I need an answer Lord Jesus. Its time for me to be healed in body soul and spirit. My life has been so heartbreaking and at a standstil for too long and I have to go on in a different direction. You said you would work in my soul and my family Lord. You said you would give me victory blessing and an answer. We are growing apart and lost time Jesus. I need an answer soon for I cant handle the grief anymore and am ready to put it all out of my mind and think of them no more. It hurts too much. If nothing is being restored then there is no point of wishing and longing for something I cant have. Help me Jesus