I Feel Like My Heart Gets Rip Apart Every Single Day

I've been divorce 7 months now.
My ex wife left me for another man and took our two little kids. Eventhough she is not my wife anymore, i still love her and love my kids very much. I did everything to stop her decision but that is what she wanted. Not a day goes by i don't feel like my heart gets rip apart. I want my family back. I want god to be our center of attention. I want to take my kids to the little kids service while my wife and i hold hands together and go in to church and sit and pray together. Please pray for me and my family. I feel like rock bottom just keeps getting deeper and i'm tire of crying, i'm tire of prettending i'm happy, i'm tire of being alone and unwanted. I'm tire of living life like this...please lord, please give me proof of life, please part that sea throught the middle and lead me to what i humbly ask for in your name jesus christ. I need you lord, you know my heart, you know my mind, please hear my cry...